KAU ADALAH JANTUNGKU.

*__*

I need a VACATION! Gaghh dah lama tak pergi bercuti sana sini kot. Teringin nakpergi tepi tepi pantaii then buat scuba diving all the water sports things. Ibu baba please :(

Hey America,

I wanna be Malaysia's Next Top Model :D

Honey baby.

teheee this is my lovely baby honey bantal busuk :) I simpan ni dari umur 5 tahun lg tauuu. Sayang gila gila gila kat bantal ni. Susah nak tidur kalau takde dia. Dulu ibu siap buang lg tapi i kutip balik, hehehe :p I promise that I'll keep you until death honey baby :)

Eh nice lah kau doh! Asal kau je takpe eh? Erghh!

The truth

Its 1 year, but its nothing. But the fact is I LOVE YOU SO MUCH than you ever known.

Happy 1 year anniversary sayang :)

I felt lonely.

Its empty.

I need a shoulder to cry on

and

let go everything.

BABYLOVE

I LOVE YOU MUHAMAD SYAFIQ RASHID BABY :)

Im sorry.

F TO THE U TO THE C TO THE K FOR YOU BITCH.

Mari meng-update blog.

INTRO

Fuhhh. Lamaaa gilaaaaa tak update blogku yg tersayang ni, haha ;p So sbb sy dah lama tak update blog ni kerana saya MALAS nak type, BANYAK kerja yang nak kena buat, BUSY sgt sgt dan TAKDE mood nak mengarang, haha.

Jadi, pada hari jumaat yang lepas saya telah mengikuti satu camp yg telah di anjurkan oleh PMS yg diadakan di PANTAI HIBURAN, ROMPIN.

Apa yang boleh saya katakan disini ialah bahawa Camp itu sangat sungguh sangat best dan menggembirakan saya :D

Disini saya akan sertakan gambar ketika berada di sana ;

I LOVE YOU, KELELAWAR.

T.T

kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,

tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.

People can change. But I hope our Friendship will never be change. I miss our moments together.

" Fareesha, Iman, Intan, Farah, Pura, E and all the classmate :'( "

May Allah bless you.

Ingat tak saya selalu post pasal Rais? Ye, RAIS. Yg selalu editkan gambar saya tu. Tp sekarang ni dia dah tiada. Tiada untuk selamanya. Dia meninggal semalam. Saya memang sgt sgt terkejut. Tak sangka yg dia akan meninggal. Hmm tapi tu semua takdirkan. Setiap yg hidup mesti akan mati. Kita pun tak tahu bila ajal kita tiba. Mungkin esok, mungkin lusa. Tiada siapa yang tahu ajal mereka. Saya cuma nak cakap je, "Semoga rohnya di tempatkan di tempat orang orang yg beriman. Dan semoga rohnya tenang disana. Amin"

*Al fatihah

You, yes you. I miss you a lot, MUHD SYAFIQ <3

Dedicate this to you

You are so ANNOYING dude.

Saya rindu family saya :(

Hahaha :D

Kebosanan melampaui batas.

Inilah yang terjadi apabila kebosanan telah berlaku.

I need a shoulder to cry on. ILLYANI FAREESHA IMAN SHAMIMI I need you all now :'(

Sampai hati you kan b :'(

MSRsyg :)

Happy Nine month anny :-*

I lalaloveeeeee youuuuuuuuu soo muchie muchiee :)

Awak tolong faham saya boleh? saya stress kat sini, tolong :'(

Baharu.

Kehidupan baru, tempat baru, rakan baru.

Tapi di hati tetap satu,

Familyku, kekasihku, sahabat sahabatku di Johor Bahru <3

Kiss me and smile for me,

Darling tell me that your wait for me,

Hold me like you'll never let me go.

I'm leaving on the jet plane,

Dont know went I will be back again,

Oh babe, I hate to go.

Im big girls now.

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be I'm big girl now

And big girls don't cry.

I MISS MY HOMELAND :'(

Im totally D-E-A-D in here.

IM

SICK

OF

IT!

I MISS YOU BADLY MUHD SYAFIQ RASHID.

Counting the days.

Tears everywhere.

Sigh.

Hmm. Semua member member dapat tempat sama kan. Saya je yg tercampak jauhhhh :'( Yany, Sheera + Farah dekat Uitm Segamat. Iman + Nana dekat Uitm Melaka. Saya je dekat Politeknik Pahang. God. Sedihnyaaaa :'(

Whatthafish!

I'm soooooooooooo upset. Kenapa? sebab test JPJ bahagian on the road tak lulus. Grrr. Punyalah confident kan, kejap lagi hmm. Tulah orang cakap jangan over-confident, kan dah. So takpelah, I'll try lagi nanti. Insyaallah, lulus. Aminn.

Okay cool!

Wahh since been a long time I tak update blog + online. Hee maklumlah dah tak kerja. Nak online kat rumah asik berebut dengan ibu yang asik on FB jeee mentang mentang dah ada FB, grr. Lepas tu internet macam TETTT kan. Lagi lah, haha. So esok! Haaa JPJ test. Takut gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Err mintak mintak lah lulus dengan selamatnya lah kan. Aminnnn. So wish me luck guys! (x

ILLYANI FAREESHA YACOB.

Cik Nonet syg :D hee. Ehemm thanks yaa for the lovely blog tu. Apriciate sgt sgt. Terharu :( I do love you soooooooooo much b. Hmm nanti jangan lupa I ea even kita jauh jauh. Always be BEST FRIENDS FOREVER okay hun? Sedih ni. Hmm. I will miss you like crazy man! Do take care okay syg? To Keling Pundek ; Kau jaga b aku betul betul ea. Kalau tak, siap kau!

* Ni time nak dekat SPM (:

Happy Birthday Farah!

Actually birthday dia dah lama, 10/5 hari tu.

Tapi baru nak update sbb nak update dgn picture cuppies ni sekali (:

So HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURFARAH SYAFIKHA!

May god bless you, I LOVE YOU MUAH MUAH!

You.

I wished you were here so i can hugged you );

I miss you sooo much Muhd Syafiq Rashid.

Cinta.

Yang hujung belah kiri tu bf saya. Saya sayang dia, Haha gedik. Yang tengah tu Hanis. Suara dia sedapkan? *boleh lah haha.

It's 5PD Days!

Masyukk, haha.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Muah Muah!

Urgh.

IM STRESSED OUT! PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME!

Sooooon.

I will miss my family );

I will miss my MSR );

I will miss my friends );

I will miss my life here );

I will miss everything );

Love.

:-*

I have a stalker yaww :D

Hahaha you know who you are. Hey kiddo, grow up please! You are of no match with me so get a life okay? Just take care off yourself and your bf. I totally DONT CARE honey. And one more thing be matured okay.

The girl who always make me annoyed.

Yeahh its you CAMELIA MOKHTAR! Err tolong lah ea. Aku tak cari pasal dgn kau kan? So what your problem huh? Stupid. Kau jealous heh? haha. Kesian. Ni lah manusia kan? Dulu bukan main lagi kan kau cakap idil itu ini tapi sekarang? hishh. Whatever lah kan. Ibu pun cakap jangan buat orang. So bye bye B****

Girl.

Ohh just keep up your bad attitude. I don't even care honey.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free

Catching me in places that I knew I shouldn't be

Every other day I crossed the line I didn't mean to be so bad

I never thought you would become the friend I never had
Back then I didn't know why

Why you were misunderstood So now I see through your eyes

All that you did was love
I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now

Every little thing you said and did was right for me

I had a lot of time to think about, about the way I used to be

Never had a sense of my responsibility
Mama I love you, Mama I care Mama I love you, Mama my friend.

To Pn. Roselawati ; Happy Mothers day. Thanks for everything. You are the greatest mom that I've ever had. I love you so much ibu.

Heyhoo.

Err, hello. So I just stop by just want to say, "Mine your language people."

Tears.

Ya Allah, give me more strengh to face this. Make me stronger.

MSR

Muah muah (:

What the _________ .

So last Saturday I went to the Air Asia flight attendance interview. I'm super duper nervous. Luckily mummy company me. So I just be myself and be more confident. BUT let me tell you the funny story. Okay one of the interviewer ask me to measured my height and my weight. The height is okay but the weight is totally no no, haha. She said that I is over-weight. Haha. Yaah, I know it. 60kg and I'm 18, disaster right? By the way I'm not eighteen anymore, so she said I've must be 18 and above to be qualified and make sure I lose my weight. I was like ohh, that's okay haha. I will come back next year. But I heard they said that they liked me (: So I think I've change next year.

Till then, <3

Kata kata semangat.

''Nabeela sweetheart, your faith in your own ideas needs to be strong if you are going to pull off what looks like a major coup. Trust your intuition right now, it can lead you to riches.''

Hey Mr.

Just don't give up I'm workin it out

Please don't give in,

I won't let you down

It messed me up, need a second to breathe

Just keep coming around

And it's nothing wrong with you

It's me, I'm a freak

But thanks for lovin' me

Cause you're doing it perfectly

* I Love You from the deepest of my heart.

Counting.

One more days (x Guys are you ready?

Sayang,

I Love You.

Yeayy :D

Hee, seluar dah longgar. Yeay Yeayy! Okay Nabeela now you kena focus betul betul. You must loose 5kg in a month je okay. Chaiyok chaiyok! (:

Sayang,

I miss you.

Semalam.

Erghh, macam macam jadi. Ingatkan dapat keluar dengan bf dapat happy happy, kejap lagi hmm. Dah nak balik baru you okay dengan i kan? Dah lah susah nak jumpa then boleh macam ni, grr. Apa apa lah. Illyani Fareesha, thanks for the handkerchief (: I love you alots. Thanks for always be there for me b and sorry if I ada susahkan you. Ohh btw, aai thanks juga okay and sorry if ada susahkan kau. Actually sabtu tu ada birthday party adik or Damia, sorry ea dik tak dapat lama and sebab tak bawa Apis sekali. Next time kita hang out together eh?



p/s ; sayang, no matter what, Im still love you. Sorry for everything.

-____-

Not in a good mood. Perasaan bercampur aduk. Marah, sedih semua ada. Tak tahu kenapa, maybe horman dah tak betul kot. All i want to do right now is laying at my bed and sleep. I missed him.

Surveys.

What object in your room is really important to you?
My bantal busuk, a Teddy Bear and his shirt (:

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Sometimes.

Would you kiss an ugly person for $1,000?
No, but I still kissed them. They're human to rite?

What kind of sense of humor do you have?
A lot, i guess (:

Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
Depends.

Do you sing in the shower?
Yes, haha.

Where is the last place you went shopping?
Paw baba hari tu dekat Reject Shop, Angsana (:

Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
Yes. Siti Nabeela, Siti Najwa, Siti Najiha & Siti Nurfitriah (:

Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I have a boyfriend already (:

Do you prefer a call or a text?
Both.

Drinking anything?
Dutch Lady, low fat milk (:

Do your parents drink coffee every morning?
Nope.

Have you ever donated blood?
Not yet. But I wished too (:

One song that's meaningful to you?
Ayah dan Ibu, by Sudirman.

How long is your hair ?
Tak sempat nak ukur pula, haha.

Addicted to anything?
Many things.

What were you last listening to in the car?
Hot fm.

What did you have for breakfast?
Milk and biscuit.

Is your birthday on a holiday?
Yes, on Saturday (:

What instant messaging service do you use?
Yahoo Messenger.

Can you cook?
Of course lah dherr.

Did you have a nap today?
Yes yes.

What do you wear more jeans or sweats?
Jeans lah. I duduk Malaysia kot.

Do you swear a lot?
Haha, yes.

Where did you get the shirt(s) you're wearing?
Brand Outlet, Jusco Bukit Indah.

Do you have any regrets?
Yes.

What's the first thing you notice of the opposite sex?
Cool, haha.

Do you want something you can't have?
Kris Allen as my boyfriend. Impossible rite? haha.

What color are your favorite shoes?
I don't have any favorite.

Who would you like to see right now?
Si kerempeng );

Are you a social or antisocial person?
Not too social.

Have the cops ever come by your house?
Haiyaa, no lah.

Ever been in love?
I'm in love rite know (:

Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone?
Both.


* Ohh btw, thnks yaya for the information (:

Again and again (:

Thanks ye (:

Diet.

Im on diet rite now. Semua orang cakap, ' Eh Nabeela, badan awak dah naik eh? ' grr, tahu lah badan aku dah naik, diam diam je laa. Takpe takpe, ni aku nak diet nanti jangan terkejut pula badan aku kurus macam dulu dulu, haha. Sekarang ni berat aku 60 kg (gosh berat gilaa) aku nak turun kan 5 kg in a month je. So wish me luck x) Lepas ni jangan panggil saya BOYOT lagi ye ILLYANI FAREESHA, haha.

Him (:

What is his name?

Muhd Syafiq Rashid (:

How old is he?
18 (:

Where does he live?

Taman Desa Jaya (:

How old are you?
Same as him (:

Where do you live?

Taman Suria (:

When did you meet?

Can't remember, haha

What did you think of him when you first saw him?

Ohh, ni rupanya dia (:

When did you hook up?

I dont know.

When was your first kiss?

Tak ingattt, haha.

What was running through your mind when you first kissed him?

Malu, haha :D

Is he in the military?

Nope.

Is it a long distance relationship?

Kinda =.=

How many times do you talk to him in a week?

Depends.

How many times do you see him in a week?

Not once a week, ONCE A MONTH.

What do you love more his hugs or his kisses?

Both(:

Does he play any sports?

He played guitar (:

What is his favorite food?

Ayam Goreng (:

What is his favorite take out place?

Dunno.

Have you guys ever kissed outside at night?

Noooo.

Have you ever slept together (naps included)?

Gila kau!

Have you ever danced?

Haha, takk.

Does he have any tattoos or peircings? If so, where?

Nak kena penyepak buat laa.

Has he ever....
Tickled/ made you laugh till you either peed, farted, or collapse?

Yess (:

Kissed your stomach?

No.

Kissed your forehead?

Yes (:

Met your parents?

Yes but not one to one.

Done anything spontanious?

Always.

Cheated on you?

Ask himself.

Woot woot (:

1st May (:

Cant wait!

Things to do ;

- Going interview for AIR ASIA stewardess (:

- Have some plan *wink wink (:

6 month.

Yes it supposed be a great day for us. But I spoiled it ;( I didn't mean to hurt you like that syg, seriously. I tak pernah pun main main kan you or what so ever yang you cakap tu. Sumpah. I love you, and its true. I'm sorry for hurting you. I miss you badly ); I miss everything about you. Please forgive me sayang ); I need you.

);

I miss you so so much sygg );

I really do );

A big thanks.

Thanks, Thanks alot for making me like this.

Thanks for make me cry every each day syg.

I'll appreciate it );

Bff's (:

I Loveeeeeeeee You guys (:

Thanks for the day! hee.

Penat kita berjalan kan? haha.

Okay nak bercerita ni ada banyak part, hee.

PART I,

The day start with Boncet a.k.a Yany Fareeesha my b, pergi amek Adek balik tuition,

Then baru dia amek I, dah amek I semua nak pergi amek Iman a.k.a Pendek pula, haha

Tapi Iman msg kata dia baru bangun, grr. Lu an pendek!

Then dah sampai Uda, Yany pergi isi minyak lepas tu duduk kat dalam kereta makan seaweed,

sementara tunggu iman siap =.= Adalah dalam 20 minute tunggu,

Iman dah siap semua then pergi amek dia,

Excited gila nak pergi, haha. Pastu Iman kata dia nak drive! Yelah orang dah dapat P kan?

Then Iman drive lah all the way sampai Jusco Bukit Indah,

Sampai sana semua excited gila kan, sebab tak pernah pergi sana, JAKUN haha

Dah parking semua and blah blah, Boncet kata nak makan dulu

Then pergi lah makan kat A&W, susah tu nak jumpa A&W dekat JB ni,

Dia punya mug BESAR gilaaa kan! Confirm tak habis haha,

Dah makan kenyang kenyang and snap snap picture semua, nak gerak pula pergi Daiso,

Tapi Daiso dia tak sama macam dekat IMM lah kan tapi okay lah not bad cuma dekat sana $2 dekat sini RM 5.

Lepas tu jalan jalan kejap then last kali pergi Brand Outlet,

Pergi beli t-shirt, 3 for Rm 50 je, murah kan?

Ap lagi, borong lah! haha.

PART II,

Dah habis borong semua, pergi Danga Bay pula just stop by nak beli my legings je, hee.

Lepas tu survey Maxi Dress kejap, lawa lawa laaa,

Tapi mcm agak mahal.

Takpe lah nanti beli dekat Bugis Street jelah.

Jom korang? Dah lama tak pergi sana kan?

PART III,

Then pergi CS kejap,

Iman nak beli Susu dgn Yogourt untuk mama dia,

Yany nak beli Vienna Brownies untuk mama dia juga,

I nak beli Jco untuk orang yg dekat rumah.

Dah beli tu semua gerak pergi Istana Garden pula.

Ap lagi, photoshoot time! haha

Kesian Adik kena jadi our photographer, hehe

Dah snap snap picture semua time to go home,

Humm malas laa,

Kat rumah dah lah bosan =.=

By The Way,

Korang, thanks for the day!

I enjoy it (:

Nanti kita hang out lagi ea?

Bawak Farah, Intan, Pura semua lah (:

Rais (:

Rais!

Ishh thanks lagi tauu? hee.

Kau ni, malu aku.

Hee, nanti aku belanje ea?

Facebook yaww (:

Do add me (:
I did'nt bite, haha.

Woot woot (:

Rais, thanks again!

Hehe, susah je tau (:

Muhd Syafiq Rashid : *

Syg, thanks for the necklace.

I like it, hee (:

I Love You soooo muchhh!

Muah Muah : *

Short Hair Cut.

Teringan sangat nak rambut pendek macam ni. Tapi rambut curl lah ;( Mesti kelakar kalau buat kan.

Entah.

Err I have no idea kenapa aku rasa macam 'erghh' dengan korang. Nak kata aku jealous ishh no wayy mannn. Aku tak kesah kot kau nak ada gf baru tapi tolong lah jangan dengan dia. Err whatever lah dude. Aku tak kesah, hidup kau kan. Aku just nak cakap je 'Thanks lah for all thoose sweet memories'. I'll never forget you even kau buat aku macam tu. Thank you, bye.

Stewardess.

Wewittt!

I want to be a STEWARDESS!

Haha. Maybe it seems funny tapi aku nak jugak!

Mummy cakap amek Singapore Airlines sebab kat sana best.

Memang punn. Tapi lepas habis study kot baru nak jadi.

Huihh tak sabar i, haha.

(:

Rais! thanks for the edit okay. hee (:

Mak suka nyah, haha.

Random.

Actually banyak nak cakap sebenarnya ni. Okay lets begin with my crapy stories.

First; Malam.
2 hari tidur lambat. Bangun pagi je mata dah rabak kan, haha. Tapi takpe, for you syg, i will *ecehh, haha. You suka cakap merepek kan syg? Suka sangat bangga dengan badan you yang "taff" tu haha. Perasan tau. By the way, I miss you la b, damn miss you );

Second; Kerjaa.
Duhh, malas tahu? Boleh tak kalau tak kerja tapi dapat duit? Grr, penat lahh. Pagi pagi nak kena bangun, balik petang. Err, I dont like lahh dude. Sekarang ni baru lah aku tau mcm mana perasaan orang berkerja =.=

Third; License.
Ni lagi 1. Entah bila ntah aku nak dapat lesen, babun. Kawan kawan aku semua dah dapat kan, aku je belum lagi -,- Orang yang ajar ni dah la macam 'KIFUCK' Practise dah la seminggu sekali je lepas tu boleh nak macam @#$% erghh. Eh I want my damn license lah!

Fourth; Course.
Naah, this one drive me crazy. Haiyoo, pening kepala nak pilih mana 1. Ibu nak suruh jadi cikgu, tapi aku tak nak lah. Tapi nak sedapkan hati dia isi jelah borang maktab tu. Macam macam lah aku apply. Jadi Ahli Fisioterapi lah, Jururawat lah, Wartawan lah. Tengok la ap yg dapat nanti. Tapi pilihan tetap nak ambil Diploma Pendidikan Awal kanak kanak, hee (:

Fifth; Anynomous.
Err. Aku tak tahu ap masalah kau actually. Kau tak puas hati ngn aku ap? Malas doh nak layan orang macam ni. Kau memang suka tiru orang ea? For Your Information kan, kau memang tak kan dapat ganti aku lah. Tolong lah ea. Eee geli doh aku dengan kau.

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia.

Haaa, akhirnya keluar juga result SPM yang di tunggu tunggu ni. Result aku not bad lah kan, hee. Bak kata ILLYANI FAREESHA boleh dapat masuk U ni, haha. Aku pun tak harap sangat dapat bagus sebab aku tau usaha aku macam mana kan. So terima je lah. At least kredit aku 8 cukup lah tu kan. Takde failed, tapi sejarah je dapat D haha. Memang aku tak expect pun sejarah tu dapat D ingat kan failed ke, rupanya tak. Alhamdulillah. Sory Pn. Florence ): Tapi yang penting sekali dekat slip tu dia tulis LAYAK MENDAPAT SIJIL SPM, hee (: Btw, congrats ye syg (: I love you sooo muchhh.

Chocolate, chocolates (:

Auww, I loveeeeeeeeeeee chocolates (:

yumm yummm,

Even though it will make my body bigger,

but i don't care honeyy, haha.

maxi dress babyy (:

Waa, maxi dress I likeeee (:

mummy can you company me to find the dress?

can you can you?

hee (:

Predos, predos, predos

Urghh, I hate when it come.

Period pain semua datang.

Sakit wehh,

grr,

Period pain please go away );

Im tired

That's it! I'm tired of being nice to people and take care of other people feelings but they don't appreciate of what I've done. So people out there you better be nice to me or I can be the cruelest person that you ever known. Thank you.

Class mates ):

Rindu korangggg laaa,

Rase macam nak sekolah balik je,

tapi tak nak belajar,

boleh tak? haha

tulahh bila sekolah nak cepat cepat habis sekolah,

dah habis sekolah nak sekolah balik, haihh.

I miss when the time we laugh together,

when the time we had our PJ,

when the time we recess together,

when the time we gossiping together,

when the time we've been scolded together,

when the time we 'ponteng class' together,

arghh,

all that make me wanna cry if i think about it,

Seriously i miss you guys );

"Keeping up with the Kardashians"

OHH MY GOD! I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee this program! I adore them. Wish could be like them (:

KLOE KARDASHIAN, the most i adored too.